“Heavy!
You want it heavy!
Welcome to my world, feel the weight of it grinding down"
Welcome to my world, feel the weight of it grinding down"
“A Welcome Burden,” Disturbed
Once in a
while, I’m in the mood for Disturb’s 2011 “The Lost Children” album, a B-sides
compilation. It includes such unsettling
numbers as “Hell,” “Monster,” “Sickened,” “Dehumanized,” and “A Welcome
Burden.” Heavy, but, listening to the Chicago metal band nephew Joe turned me
on to, I don’t pay attention to the words. Not being a masochist, I can’t think
of any burden that I’d welcome, unless it were taking care of a child or an
elderly loved one. The final cut, which
I sometimes skip over others to get to, is the rousing “Living after Midnight
(rockin’ to the dawn),” originally recorded in 1980 by British metal pioneer
Judas Priest. The other cover on “The Lost Children” is “Midlife Crisis,”
originally recorded by Faith No More. Right now, I have Disturbed on rotation
with Natalie Merchant, Tom Petty, Phoenix, and The Specials.
Tommy Lee
In
“Queerness in Heavy Metal Music: Metal Bent” (2015), Amber Clifford-Napoleone
argues that costumed metal groups often attract gay fans despite frequently
employing homophobic lyrics. While that
seems far-fetched for KISS or Metalica, I can see the homoerotic appeal of Iggy
Pop or Mötley Crüe’s Tommy Lee, whom I once met when he sat down next to me at
an airport bar. He was charming toward
me and the many fans who wanted photos with him.
During
his Asia trip, Trump keeps blathering nonsense based on the fallacious concept
of American Exceptionalism and our duty to police the world. A welcome burden? I think not.
It took 75 years, from the time of the Boxer Rebellion and the
Philippine Insurrection to the fall of Saigon, for policymakers to comprehend
that we could not remake Asia in our image. Blind to the historical lesson, the
United States since World War II has attempted with little success to control
the fate of the Middle East. In each
case economic self-interest trumped human rights.
Pat
Wisniewski was showing “Shifting Sands” at Rittenhouse Senior Village in Valparaiso
when Walter “Pappy” White recognized his old professor’s appearance in the
documentary and afterwards told Pat to bid me hello. White’s memoir “Two
Different Wars” is in the Shavings
issue I gave to Nicole Anslover’s Sixties students. It begins:
Years after coming home from Vietnam, I decided
to look into joining the reserves in part to repay a debt to an old gunny
sergeant who had fought in World War II and Korea and helped make me a
marine. Until our nation stops sending
its youth off to war, there needs to be a legacy of caring, and I felt that this
was my duty as a citizen. I ended up in
Desert Storm, the Gulf War, and my return from that war is among my fondest
memories.
Flying from Saudi Arabia to Bangor, Maine, by
way of Dublin, Ireland, we were met by a high school band and hundreds of
well-wishers as we walked down the corridor into the terminal. We all got yellow ribbons reading, “Welcome to Bangor, Maine.” Older soldiers like myself were asked whether
we had served in Vietnam and given a second ribbon saying, “Thank You and Welcome Home.” We
learned that the local VFW and American Legion had helped organize these events
whenever troops came back from the Gulf War.
Reporting
on my Shavings issue, one student
brought up the veteran who wouldn’t talk about his wartime experiences except
in the event he needed to dissuade his son from enlisting. Several mentioned
Dvina Biron’s interview with IUN professor Raoul Contreras. His unit was
involved in a “Pacification” operation, forcing villagers to uproot their lives
and move to relocation camps, when he noticed an elderly woman who looked just
like his grandmother. He recalled:
“From then on, I always got along with
the Vietnamese. But I asked myself, what
are we doing here. Is this who we are
fighting, old ladies?” Back in
California, Contreras initially avoided antiwar activities. That changed in 1970 when President Richard Nixon
invaded Cambodia and the Kent State Massacre occurred.
2015 Diversity Award winners David King, Raoul Contreras & Keith Kilpatrick; James Wallace (left) and Bill Lowe (middle)
Several
of Nicole’s students mentioned relatives suffering from the effects of the
herbicide Agent Orange, not unlike Doughboys gassed in the trenches during
World War I. One spoke about River
Forest grad Charles Hubert Stanley, who wrote wife Linda from Binh Long province,
beginning in September 1967. Linda’s
sister Sherril Tokarski wrote that six months later, a final letter arrived that
referenced the 1968 Tet Offensive:
As you’ve
probably read, Charlie wasn’t so quiet after all. My unit made it through. They keep us out in the fields for longer and
longer periods, so it’s hard to write with any regularity. I miss you and look forward to seeing you in
a few weeks for R & R in Hawaii. My
last battle lasted 3 days, and I am awaiting a chopper to take me and the last
of my men out of the area.
Stanley died
when a defective grenade in his ammo pouch exploded while waiting to be
airlifted out of the field. Tokarski
concluded: “He never got a chance to buy
his first home or hold his first child.”
Stanley’s name is on a list of 230 Lake County casualties complied
by Tom Clark’s students at Lake Central.
Clark’s students sought photographs, letters, and other memorabilia,
often forming close bonds with the families of the deceased.
from left, John Weber, Phil Hahn, Len Bessette, Larry Lane, Chuck Bailey
Bridge
friend Barb Mort saw South Shore Brass Band perform and thought Larry Lane not
only looked like me but had the same distinctive laugh. We’re not related, so far as I know. In
bowling the Engineers had just 19 strikes in the first two games but the four
of us got 19 more in the finale, enough to prevail over Pin Chasers despite a
268 by George Leach. Ruth Leach
converted two straight splits and then left a 7-10. When I offered to give her a dime if she made
it, she chuckled.
Under
the heading “Counting ALL my blessings,” nephew Garrett’s fiancée Netnapha
Mahlan posted a photo of her kids whose t-shirts revealed their names and the
year they were born, along with one for BABY on the way.
At my
suggestion IUN English professor Bill Allegrezza sent Archivist Steve McShane Spirits magazines dating back four
years. In volume 27 (Fall 2014) appeared
Tim J. Brennan’s remarkable poem “1951,” about things missing from a person’s
life after 47 years of marriage:
A
voice, a throat pinked,
smooth
and still working,
speaking
of Betty, the dancer,
clicking
her heels at Bar Harbor
to
Rosemary Clooney’s “Beautiful
Brown
Eyes” or Johnny Ray’s “Cry”
I
am 1951, your voice says. I am
feet
moving, tiptoeing across a glass
floor,
bubbles being thrown above your head,
and
you believing the evening’s nothing more
than
a little box filled with tinsel and triangles
A good
crowd of students and faculty was on hand to hear keynote presenter Chad
Fulwider speak about “German Propaganda and U.S. Neutrality in World War I,”
the title of his 2016 book. Fulwider
went into the wartime suppression of German publications and social
organizations, as well as the internment of 6,300 German nationals in three internment
camps, (the largest being Fort Oglethorpe in Georgia), including merchant
sailors, steamship passengers, and 29 members of the Boston Symphony Orchestra. Afterwards, I mentioned how Kurt Vonnegut has
lamented the resultant loss to cultural life in Indianapolis. Amazingly, Fulwider had intended to use a
quote from Vonnegut’s Slapstick and
showed this passage to me in his notes:
The delight the family took in itself was
permanently crippled, I think, by the sudden American hatred for all things
German which unsheathed itself when this country entered the First World War,
five years before was born.
Children in our family were no longer taught
German. Neither were they encouraged to
admire German music or literature or art or science. My brother and sister and
I were raised as though Germany were as foreign to us as Paraguay.
After a
four-hour lunch with eight 1965 Wirt 1965 classmates at the Captain’s House in
Miller, Judy Ayers shared this poem in her “Home on the Range
Ayers Realtors Newsletter column titled “The Girls of ’65 are Still Alive and Fabulous”:
Ayers Realtors Newsletter column titled “The Girls of ’65 are Still Alive and Fabulous”:
It was sort of a class reunion and all through
the house,
I checked in the mirrors and begged my poor
spouse
To say I looked great, that my chin wasn’t
double
And he lied through his teeth just to stay out
of trouble.
Said ‘neath my reading glasses my eyes hadn’t
changed
And I have the same figure it’s just rearranged.
He said my skin was still silky although looser
in drape,
Not so much like smooth satin but more like silk
crepe.
I swallowed his words hook, sinker and line
And showed up at the luncheon feeling just fine.
The years have added gray to our hair and pounds
to our rears
Still my friends are quite sassy and all very
dear.
As we shared a few memories and retold some
class jokes
We were eighteen in spirit though we looked like
our folks.
It was a wonderful day filled with updating,
news, laughs from the past
And all of us thinking there’s nothing like
friends and friendships that last.
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